I am not Blind

specter : from French, spectre, "an image, figure, ghost." from Latin, spectrum, "appearance, vision, apparition." (see spectrum)

i can't see. this specter wraps its dark smoke tail around me and i see nothing.
closing eyes relieves panic.
i can't sleep for ever. the specter drags me into the daylight, obscure, blind.

pit pat patter pat rain bows invisible
spectrum : "apparition, specter," from Latin spectrum "appearance, image, apparition." From specere, "to look at, view." (see scope) Spectroscope is a hybrid with Greek -skopion, from skopein, "to look at, examine."

sounds marvel/gorge ous.
ask tomorrow if i can see