Tension

I'm never sure how sexual tension manifests itself in my body.

I'm sure my mouth becomes slightly parted. I think I shift my body slightly, slowly--my back arches, I stretch out my legs, I cross and uncross them, I inhale deeply and feel the sudden, full weight of my breasts.

But can anyone see this?

Sometimes I want someone to notice. A come-hither, without explicit winks or smiles, or flashes, or deep seductive eye-locked stares, or slow brushes against the skin. Just body language, averted eyes, that says: I am incredibly turned on.

And they can do whatever they like with this information.

And then sometimes I am embarrassed, too-conscious of the fact that all the people in the room might all be able to see my tension.